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Saturday, September 25, 2004

argH... better finished this fast and go rest... haf been sitting on the com for 4 hrs liaoz... saturday gonna be another sianz day for me le... haiz... sunday sianz enuff... now add one more day... horrible weekends... went sch in the morning today for chinese... den after that went causeway walk alone... hmm... haf been doing that quite recently... walking alone... i am back at wat i am during sec 1? like no one else in moi life... i mean there are la... hmm... like... eh... dunno how to explain la... i like my life liddat... getting heartbreaks... waiting for sth... like wat i did during sec 1... moody like... tt's me duh... not like the crazy type... which i changed to... i was more fun, had more laughter with my frenz, and lots of things else... spent lots of time with frenz jiu shi le... this was when i from sec 2-3... it's not e real me... only till yest... den i became back the old me... i dunno which side of me is better... but i definitely like being emotional... haf lots of real feelings... u noe those pain of heartbreak... and the joy of true love? u all might think i am crazy whu'll lyk heartbreaks... hahaz... but they are all feelings... real & true... but when i changed... i got lots of laughter... lots of time with frenz... felt happy... but i lost all those true and real emotions... like a body with it's spirit but without its soul... den e real me has e soul but not spirit... can i haf both of this together...

i am real real tired... dun wanna fall sick juz b4 the exams... i got 2 frenz sick liaoz... haiz... this year seemed to be a good-but bad year for me... aiya... oso dunno wat i saying la... sigHx... now... i'll wait on... life is waiting... love is waiting... sigHx...

hmm... reali hope once reach exams... it finishes fast... and i wan get good grades... den i wanna go find job... work and work... den next year O's oso faster past... i wan graduate & have 5-6mths of hols b4 going poly...

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5:26 PM