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Wednesday, October 13, 2004

hmmm... am i good or bad... actually i noe wad i am... but... i dunno wat to tell myself lorz... i think is more bad than good but again... sumtimes think more good den bad... dunno la... stupid me go bother abt this type of things... and summore... haven heard enuff of wad others say abt me... ppl sae i treat frenz good but i noe i neglect some frenz while accompanying others... but horz... haiz... how can i 1 person handle with so many frenz... there're bound to be close frenz and non close de mahz... those new frenz or non close de when talk to me i also will reply try to talk to them mahz... but when i busy with closer frenz of cuz neglect them in 1 way or another... liddat izzit my fault? it is rite... but... aiya... cant sae cant help... i admit i am selfish but if i liddat sae myself den bu shi alot ppl in the whole world oso liddat... all haf closer frenz de mahz... haiz...

den talk abt me in relationships... i can definitely sae i not 1 chi qing guy anymore... although my god bro sae gurls toy with my feelings but its not 100% true la... i 1 big hua xing idiot oso... if i have been chi qing no matter wat happen i oso will hold on de... but the prob is... among the 6 since sec 1... only 3 is i reali haf true feelings de... den all the true feelings de ended which i cant hold on even i wanted to de... sighx... mebi the 2nd one can... budden... it was like a rush den it ended... haiz... i think in my love life... i am quite bad lahz... more than good... although i tried to treat all of my relationship with the most care and doing wat i shld do... in 1 or another it either juz lacks the feeling... either me for them or them for me... wth manz... cant have both de mehz... i destined not to go into any izzit... although i noe wat to do in a relationship but i am not reai at all lorz... as in reali give in my whole heart and that person doing the same... cuz its either i gave in mine den the person didnt or the other way... haiz... den now... i am dealing with other ppls prob lyk as if mine liddat... lolz... not caring abt my own life anymore le... wonder if doing this is alrite... not reali dun care la... it's lyk i juz dun care abt whether i haf any problems anot... in relationships of wad la... i lyk living in other ppl's life helping them lorz... lolz...

today arhz... noe chinese results lorz... hahaz... siao lehz... since sec 1 to 3 my chinese lyk shyt always fail de... out of 10 test the most can pass 2-3 niaz i think... den always border line de... the most 60+ niaz... this time miracle get 75... lolz... hope my other subs oso miracles... cuz i hardly study.. all use common sense and memory to do paper de... den after sch went j8 lorz... suay suay caught by mr wee... shirt out and not badge + name tag... fated de la... whu tell me chiong so fast out of sch... den so fast take out everything... normally in mrt den i take out... its my destiny... lucky tml i not gg sch... bleahx... mum allow~!~! so dun need go find him... den when go j8 rite... saw 1 group of teachers... worst arh... i hang my hp around my neck... lucky i got enuff time to hide and walk away... scary... tt's all abt today la... juz chatted finish with wy... lolz... quite fun larhz... long time nvr chat le... anyway today suddenly so busy de... gtg le... bb peepz... sleep well... nitEz...

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