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Wednesday, October 20, 2004

LovE... hmm... how to get it... love at 1st sight? hmm... kaes... lemmi rephrase... there could easily be love for one person to another... but for each other lehz? sighx... feelings... where does all these things come from? a person's beauty? the eyes? sth u'll suddenly have... it's painful when sumone u have feelings for dun have any for u... painful when sumone whom u love played with ur feelings... painful when u cant see the someone of urs... many many painful things that ur sumone could have done but not directly to u... u're to blame for not taking any actions to get ur sumone? u deserved the pain juz cuz of loving that sumone? why are there others for u to love but didnt choose them... they gave their love for u but u rejected it... cuz u only have feelings for ur sumone but the others? aint u the same as the others if u gave ur love to that sumone but he or she dosent accepts it too? buT oftenLy... thiS tyPe oF thinGs aint sEEn arouNd much... u sEE ppl out there happily with their lovers... bf/gf... and u wished so much that u're oso so fortunate... in every couple u see outside... most of them, u only saw how lovely those couples are... and u wished u had ur own partner and had the thing called "true love"... But how many of those couples u saw reali had true love in theM... aH~!~! duNNo wad i talking la... cant seem to find a point for me to talk all these rubbish... sigHx...

i Juz didnt have the right mood today... was tired after school... went cwp... with ck,pam & ke... den went foodcourt... they bought food to eat and i slept... hahaz... realli fell asleep while they eating and woke up after they finished... didnt talk much... didnt eat at all... was juz so moody... den after ck left for work... ann came join us... i bought a pie trying to eat though didnt have appetite... was hungry... den after that go timezone... went there hoping she was there... budden hoping not... dunno why... it's juz liddat de larhz... den ann & pam went in dance finish 1 tym den come out le... hmm... i didnt take any action till now... i dun wanna... i dunno... i wan to love and to be loved... but... who's the right one? shld i find the right one or let the right one find me... but how to finD? the one whom seems so right actually wasnt the one for me in the end... and how would i noe sumone's right for me if she dosent stands out... and guys... it's not that i think i am becoming stupid cuz i am still single... its cuz that i cant figure out wat i am thinking so i said that... get it righT... hmm... nth le lorz... today get back d&t paper... failed lorz... 47&1/2 over 100... nth much lorz... out of 40 plus students 30+ failed i think... oh shYt... tmL muz haNd iN thE correcTioNs deN i forGeT brinG D&T txbk hoMe... chaM Le laRHz... hmm... nvm... get from moi cousin ltr... suddenly wanna go buy ps2 lorz... going work half a mth get salary den go buy... dunno izzit wasting money anot lehz... juz haf the urge to buy... haiz... get job le zai kan ba... wanna go mos burger work... see got vacancies anot... k la... stoppin here... buaiZ...

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